Unlucky?! i feel i'm lucky=)

I feel i'm lucky that i have mummy that cares bout me n love me
I feel lucky that someone always prepare for my breakfast,lunch and dinner
I feel lucky that I have great friends that always be with me support me no matter what decision i made
I feel lucky that I'm able to talk and communicate with people
I feel lucky that you come into my life and thought me the lesson and through this, i'm stronger than before
I feel lucky that i still able to open my eyes to look at the beautiful sky
Thats lot of reasons to keep me feel i'm lucky enough than others
Importantly,as long as my heart still beating, I will appreciate everything
I know things happened for a reason, I believe i can go through it and won't pain for a long time
YEA,enjoy the last day of 2010
2011 will be great=)

great to have friends be with me during hard times:)

lots of love <3

who do you think you are

well
whats wrong with you
who you think you are
we neither friend nor any relationship

you don't know me
i don't know you
what you based on to judge over me

owh
behave yourself
i don't want to have any connection with you
and you must come over me

please behave

My words for 2010

Is time to review back what i did in the 2010..........
Owh, guess this gonna be a long post........
Things get pretty good in the earlier half, but things get worst in the another half......
well,thats life, u won't be in good condition all the time and yeah, u can't expect life with only happiness but not sadness, only success without fail........
Btw, with the failure and while i'm going through the hardest time of the year, thats really tortured and suffered....
Yet, till now, the pain may not all gone.....
Good thing is i'm fine with it, i'm just take it as a part of my life and this is the chance for me to know more about myself and i can make changes on that.....
Why i will think like that?
The bad things may hit me again, again and again, is not under my control...
My mind will also remind me again, again and again, bad things pop out easily on my mind and i can't control bout that....
This is really tough, but i cannot staying down all the time..........
It is a wasting of time and staying down just make me remain the same me....
So since being sad,being in trouble, being suffer is also a part of life, just take it, find my way to relax and think bout why things happened like that, my weaknesses, and i have to make a change to make my life better.

Sometimes,i'm the inducer that make things worst...
I'm really sad bout this and i mad at myself......
I really must work it on at my patience and rational department.....
I hope i can practice this on everyday
I did wrong something that might be really hurtful to someone....
Well, was second time and couldn't get forgiveness from the person.....
I really got the lesson and thought a lot about myself
Uhmm,i'm really sad about that, but i guess there many other factors that lead to things happened itself....
What i did is this really gave me a big lesson and the good part is my mind always remind me so that i won't repeat the same mistake again...
Well, been quite sad bout things got worst, but i be grateful that this make me learned a lot and make me a better person now....:)

2010, i did something that u can't imagine i will do
I knitted a scarf which is not easy.........
Well, you really need great patience and motivation on doing this, because u will keep meet failure and you have to redo, redo and redo again....
I proud of myself done it and gift it out for the person...
YEAH

I might be a positive person, but at the same time, i think i'm also a pessimistic one...
This because mind keep changing, i just use different angle to see things and it will gt different results....
I'm a really thick face as well, you may beat me down once and once again, ooops, i will also get up again and again to attack u!!!
So, don't under-estimate me.....

Another good part was i meeting new friends which is really random which i had mentioned before....
Ermmm, i thanks to all my friends being with me when i'm in the sad mode....
Thanks for all the encouragement and keep motivate me, i appreciate it a lot...
Love you guys all <3

2011 will be a challenging one because i'm in my final year of study...sounds old cause gonna graduate really soon and step into the working society....T_T
Must be serious and working hard for it because what happened in 2011 will decide how my future be....( so stressful about this)
So, what i have to do is clear my mind and concentrate on study!!!!
Makan nasi or makan bubur, the choice in my hand~~~

Lastly, i hope everyone can throw away all the bad things happened in 2010 and always remember the good part of it....
Happy new year in advanced:)

In the end,
I'm still myself, the one you always know
but
with better personalities:)
I'll keep improving~~~

微笑的背后隐藏了多少心酸和泪水....
一颗心能承受的是多少...
我的忍耐性会有多强...

我希望我能更坚强面对

MERRY CHRISTMAS

to

EVERYONE

Enjoy the day :)

I feel great when i learn something new=)

Even things get bad,things get worst....

Yet i still have to be positive to face everything,accept everything, because we can never have the power to rewrite our past.....

I believe that no matter how tough,how suffer,how torture is that,one day, it will no longer mean to me.....

Past is past,present and future is the thing we should care about........

we can make changes now and the future but not past.......

so be positive,then you can make a change=)

December

KICK out all the bad and sad memories......
Forget everything.......
&
Start A New Journey=)

i'm in love with her~~Victoria Justice

I love this song so much!!!Victoria is awesome!!! ROCK,Freak the Freak Out!!!!!!!

突然觉得自己好渺小 好无知~.~

也许沉默是最好的回应...


还是要微笑:)

you will see
you will see
you will see
you will see
Never under-estimate me:)
****grin****

从何说起...不必说了

谁辜负过自己 说不上可惜 
谁被世道放逐身不由己 
谁曾朝不保夕 
才会死心不息 
才舍得万死不辞 说我可以 
谁辜负过自己 说不上可惜 
谁被世道放逐身不由己 
谁曾朝不保夕 才会死心不息 
难题再不成问题 说我可以 

我要的幸福 ( Live ) i love this MAX

YANZI always the best singer in my heart!!!!
LOVE you:)

To my STALKER

hahahahhahaha,i bet u know who you are that admitted that you were my stalker........

my stalker my stalker my stalker

i noticed u getting prettier while i stalk your prom pics!!!!

i wish u stay prettier..........♥♥♥♥♥♥

Yeah

SMILE is contagious...........u smile i smile

EMOTIONAL KILLS

不要任性

不要情绪化

不要随意说话

不要乱发脾气

否则

后悔

于事无补

泼出去的水，收不回

our texts used to be filled with sweet exchanges of love and silly nothings. it's been really long since all those have disappeared from our conversations. i have no idea how i'm getting through this whole phase. maybe im still living in our past. i used to imagine how i would feel if the day comes when i lose you, but definitely, it's hitting me a million times harder than i thought it would. i belittled love ab initio.

occasionally when i miss you, i close my eyes to relive the moments of the past; which are now your memories but still my everything, imagining they are still real. feeling what we both felt. the surrealism never fails to bring a smile but it always ends with a heartache, accompanied by tears. it doesnt happen very often, perhaps once every three days. but i dun deny that every second, you're on my mind.

im glad that you're happy with how we're maintaining our friendship now. no worries i'll be taking it as much as i can, to not burst this bubble, as long as it doesnt hurt any more than now.

i think i still feel the same and ever ready to restart all that we were. but it wont happen, i know. you're already gone.

always remember

its your choice

its your life

...

awesome weekend

I'm going to blog about my random met with a guy again~~~
continue from previous post~~~

yeah,last weekend is a great and awesome weekend=)
i met with Iggy again and i know a lot of new friends there....
everyone of them are very friendly,with positive mind, and have the same goal, to be success....
Great people with great minds!!!
I feel very great to meet with all of them........
Besides,i met orange, was amazing that i can talk to him and shake his hand!!!
I learned a lot from the WLS and really thanks to Iggy highly recommended me going for this and he was great and helpful....and thanks for introduce everyone to me=)
The talk given by the successful leaders is amazing and i gain a lot from them, yet still need sometime to rewind and digest =)

I wanna say i am so lucky can meet new friends like them
Hebi and Lina,we will learn together=)
Can't wait to meet u all again!!!!

Last Kiss

I still remember the look on your face

Lit through the darkness at 1:58

The words that you whispered

For just us to know

You told me you loved me

So why did you go

Away

Away?



I do recall now

The smell of the rain

Fresh on the pavement

I ran off the plane

That July 9th

The beat of your heart

It jumps through your shirt

I can still feel your arms



But now I'll go sit on the floor

Wearing your clothes

All that I know is that

I don't know how to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips



I do remember

The swing in your step

The life of the party, you're showing off again

And I roll my eyes and then

You pull me in

I'm not much for dancing

But for you I did



Because I love your handshake

Meeeting my father

I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets

How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something

There's not a day when I don't miss those rude interruptions



But now I'll go sit on the floor

Wearing your clothes

All that I know is that

I don't know how to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips



So I'll watch you live in pictures like I used to watch you sleep

And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe

And I keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are

Hope it's nice where you are



And I hope the sun shines

And it's a beautiful day

And something reminds you

You wish you had stayed

You can plan for a change in weather and town

But I never planned on you changing your mind



So I'll go sit on the floor

Wearing your clothes

All that I know is that

I don't know how to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips



Just like our last kiss

Forever the name on my lips

Forever the name on my lips

Just like our last

opposite

We have different thinking
is totally opposite

u dislike the way i talk
i can't get the way you talk and i dislike it too

when we can come to a balance...

doubt,will this happen?

NO NO NO NO complain
but figure out way to solve!!!!!!

owh,is a mess@@

that's bout LOVE

People so seldom say I love you.And then it's either too late or love goes.So when I tell you I love you,it doesn't mean I know you'll never go,only that i wish you didn't have to.

LIFE

It’s amazing how at one point in our lives we will be extremely close with someone and then later they will become a complete stranger. You will pass by them without a word. Without a single acknowledge look. This person, who once knew you so well, who once knew your fears, your desires, your dreams, your past, is now walking right past you, seeing right through you.

Despite other factors, i guess we didn't communicate well with each other..... which leads to "NOW"

I feel the breeze~~~:)

One of my dream in my life

Recently
i been telling my friends  how much i wish to pregnant and have my own baby
WOMAN,this is so wonderful and hang fuk,ok!!! ;)

This is a  wonderful thing that MUST happen in my life
that is pregnant and have my baby with my love one

No matter how painful how suffer
I will and i can take it
because is simply wonderful and great
That's all about love

Though i'm still young and still far to reach that
but it is always one of my dream :)
(This is not funny!!!xD)

improve:)

Truly
i found out now i see things differently
perhaps fall down will make a person stronger,mature and see things in different way

yes,keep improving and be a better person :)

you are not worth

You are my good friend

but do you know the reason i mad at you?!

though i really dislike the way you behave and your attitude, but we are friends, i share my things to you because i trust you

but you tend to 

hurt me and my loved one 

you can told out my things easily to your friend and u simply judge and criticized about us

I so disappointed and sad

but now

i realized that you are not worth for me to do so

hulala
best sleep ever~~~~

great day:)

I so wanted to post what happened today!!!
In my life,i met 3 persons that i wish to always learn to and i pay them respect and what they said to me is really useful and i always remembered what they told me...
But now i'm gonna talk bout the 3rd person.

It was really random one,truly!!!
Is like i never expect this happened，xD
Started on Facebook, then my Blogspot, then yeah and we talked...
From the conversation, i found out this really a person impressive because never met such people like that:)
No doubt, he share lot of his knowledge with me and yeah i'm interested on what he share with me...
From that on,he keep sharing what he knew to me then actually i'm quite excited because there is something new for me to learn which related to my field, seriously,is AWESOME...
& today we met...
well,same as usual, he share with me what he knew based on his knowledge and yeah i learned a lot and many things i don't know and realized that i really have to read more research more for me to gain more understanding...
What he told me through the few hours was really powerful and awesome:)
i learned something really (powerful again) and i really appreciated it...

Hey you,thanks for keep updating me and share with me,i'm really appreciated it and i work hard to understand everything:)
I see things differently and i always stunned & shocked while i really found something new and unbelievable...is like never expect things go like that,is really great!!!!
What i have to do now, gonna absorb and digest what i learned today!!!xD
Keep improving!!!
Is really kind of random that i met a person like this,GREAT
I feel that i'm lucky...
million thanks to you and orange:)
wow,forgot one thing, which is when he really talked bout something awesome and he interested on, well,you can definitely see from his face expression and the way he talked( louder),clap hands like WOW,i really can feel it,is like when you telling people bout your dream, what you interested in,the happiness and the positive environment,wow,is so great man...he like wanna jump up,just imagine is a kid that get a new toy,they will happy and jump jump and scream,oh yeah woohooo~~~~
although he was giving me a serious talk,but he make it in a way which is  more like chatting and is not boring at all with his style!!!
wow,a great day for me=)

I feel so great with the MORNING=)

I want to SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Insomnia shooo shoooo!!!!!!

u make me exactly like a PANDA!!!!!

I'm TOUGH=)

选择

分岔路

是时候要认真思考

选择了

Stay positive

Just few days before, i met a person that taught me a very important thing in life...
which is STAY POSITIVE always...

Become aware of your moods and don't allow yourself to be fooled by the low ones
Realized that when we are in good mood,everything will become so smooth and feel that life is so wonderful,things become easy.
On the contrary,while our mood is bad, life looks unbearably serious and difficult,will blame over why things go wrong,why my life like this...

Human have feelings, we will have good mood and bad mood,but is very important for us to beware while we are in bad mood,stay calm and learn to pass it off as simply that: an unavoidable human condition that will pass with time, if you choose to leave it alone.

Be grateful for our good moods and graceful in our low moods=)

陈绮贞

我好喜欢你的声音
我好喜欢你独特的嗓子
我好喜欢你独特的风格
我好喜欢你弹着吉他唱歌的时候

你的演唱会
我不想错过
我好想好想听你的现场表演！！！！
我爱你 陈绮贞！！！

Life

In our life, we always have the purpose to somehow get everything done.
As student, as worker, we stay up late and we get up early, avoid to have fun and let our loved ones waiting.
Our to-do list is so long and we keep rushing our life on that and until we ignore what is real important in our life.
Our to-do list will never end because as something checked off,new ones will replace the old one.:(
Regardless of who you are or what you do,however, do remember that nothing is more important than your own sense of happiness and inner peace and that of your loved ones. people nowadays might busy on their own busy business until they ignore their loved ones or family, in the end, DONE!!! & if you keep obsessed with getting everything done, you 'll never have a sense of happiness because no one share with you on your happiness and your victory.
In reality, everything can be wait,if you have well time management and stay focused when you work,things can be done on due time definitely.So spend time wisely=)
Purpose of life isn't to get it all done but to enjoy each step along the way and live a life filled with love. Things will never finish get done while we still living,our list is never end, but remember that even when you die, there will still be unfinished business to take care of, and point is, there will be someone do it for you!
Life is short,so enjoy every moment of life, and don't waste any precious moments of your life regretting the inevitable=)
Enjoy your life

Sometimes so much mean to tell out
but cannot
Sometimes so eager so eager to speak out
but cannot

just let it be hidden
=S

妳

她 她 她
太多太多 无法言语解释

从一开始
她很单纯 没有心机
虽然嘴巴贱
虽然爱敷衍
但
她是个好人
值得
交的朋友

我从没在她面前落泪
有一次
她在我身边
我 很 失落 几乎 崩溃
撑不住
落泪了
噢
谢谢你
在身边

真心的朋友
不用多
一个
就够了

I LOVE YOU!!!!

Complicated

Things can be simple but yet our mind always did make it so complicated!!!!
and complicated never make me feel good!!!
GOSH
i'm gonna find way to deal with it!!!!
I must!!!T_T

When things go wrong
When things getting hard
No matter how you deny it,how u resist it,how u hate bout things going on like that...
Truth is u cant change anything

By that time,you just need to change yourself to adapt to it,you just have to accept it,though it will be a very tough time,but this is what you can do and the best way for you to cure yourself

Things will never go on how you expected it should be,because we can never expect future and what's going happen the next moment,we should always be tough to face everthing that harsh when it comes to you

The earth still turning,the time won't stop and wait for you,you will just regret while you wasting too much time,because no one will even bother and care bout how your life going on,people are busy for their own life and who will free to entertain you,so love yourself and care yourself more...

You will be tough one and strong one after you accept the changes and overcome it...
No one will knows how you feel because they never been in the situation of yours and yet they will never care and guess also know what's the commonly comfort will giving to you...so love yourself~~~~

crazy

生活

我不怕辛苦
我不怕挨苦
吃得苦中苦
方为人上人

努力辛苦得来的 才是珍贵 有满足感的
老天爷多么眷顾你 但这世上还是不会有免费的午餐
努力 努力 努力 才会成功

我要加油！！！

real

Maybe is not really important but i thought it was...

我们不要伤心了

脆弱修补不了明天 在歇息的夜里
那些痛啊 那些不舍与欠缺
那曾经经历也 一度坠落的誓言
在我们的心上 系了一个死结
在爱情 离开 冬天来临之前
我们不要伤心了

难以接受

难听的
难以接受的
难过的
全都往肚子里吞

突然觉得没必要
突然觉得好委屈

静静

我知道说什么都不是 说什么都不通 所以 就 静静

睡不去

你也是吗
和我一样
深夜了
还睡不去.....

ME

just do what i like
just do what i hope to do
keep going on
winksss!!!

掩饰

笑着伪装 还是掩饰不了
始终 有人看穿了

Practise & Patience

PRACTISE
PATIENCE

SMILE

Although i seldom smile
But i always believe that
Smile is contagious
So
Smile more =)

Addicted to You

你的声音 听了很舒服
你用心唱每一首歌 仔细听 感触良多

喜欢听你的歌
喜欢你翻唱的歌
喜欢你的创作
喜欢你的声音
喜欢你对音乐的坚持

you are nothing

when i see more
when i feel more
when i know more
when i realized more
when i figure out more

i just feel that you are NOTHING....

Great sense of Achievability

It was last Tuesday, a rush of thought came to my mind for so wanted to doing something incredible.......yeah,i'm not going to tell what incredible thing i have done but u will never think of i will do such thing in my life if you know me. As everyone know, i'm a totally impatient type, i scare of doing trouble things, and i wanted to do things which need full of patience, heart, and strength. For me personally, i will never think of myself to do something that really out of thought for someone, totally unbelievable...because it really need full hearted and time to complete this such a great project for me.
Yeah, when this thought came to my mind,without second thought, i get ready myself to search some information related and try to ask some related information from friend as well.Ohhh, and yes,Tuesday is also the day of finish up the last paper of final exam...After i get ready for all information for the project, i dated one of my friend to get the materials with me. We took Inti Bus to Subang and so great while we reached, RAINING and we don't have an umbrella...so get wet for sure...Is no way from Subang Inti get to Subang Parade and so thanks to my friend that fetching me over there but not drop me front of the Parade and i stepped into the parade like just after bathing. After that, i start searching for the shop to get the materials and found it. I ask for the materials in the shop and thanks to the xiao jie in the shop teaching me how to start my project=) yeah!!! After i learned and done with the stuff we went to Pyramid for walk and had our dinner. After dinner,rush back again to Inti and get the bus to back to Nilai again,owh,so tiring whole day!!!!
i got all the materials i got then i started my project, FAIL, and i don't know how to start all over again, thanks to my friend teaching me...And i fail many times,but i try and try and try millions time...yeah,but after complete a part i fail again, then the material just wasted:( feel so much to give up, but i start all over again, and after completed a slightly longer part than before, i FAIL again!!!urgh,so much disappoint this time,i get lack of patience of keep failing and making mistake...i take it off and 3RD time, i start over again!!!The third time, i be more focus more experience, and more heart. Its really take me a very very long time to deal with keep failing.
yeah, the third time is much more better, but yet some silly little mistake still appeared,but i'm not going to start over again because its really takes time and is not worth keep repeating to get over the silly mistake since i'm beginner,sad that i cant make it perfect. i continue with it and yeah i feel great while i'm doing this...because is like a mission impossible for me to do this incredible project. From day to night, i'm just sitting and doing for this the whole day,yeah,my mum shock that im not hanging out around but so focus on doing the thing whole day long!!!okay,i'm not sure that it is worth for me to do this but yeah since i started i must complete it.
Halfway, i feel impatient, i feel no motivation, feel no strength and not worth for me to continue do complete it!!! feel so dead and i think why im doing this right now, why im being so stupid, why im doing the thing that not suppose i will do,WHY WHY WHY,lotsa queation marks appeared!!!
In the end,after a deep thought, i decided to continue, because no matter how the ending are, the process is the important part,this can really train my patience part, im focus and i never so serious doing things like this!!! so no matter how,i must complete it because im already half way done,yeah,so i continue to do do do....
TODAY,after a week, im 90% completed with the project, and i really feel damn great and high with the accomplishment!!! i feel great of achievability, i don't mind anymore with how the ending could be because i learn and train myself in the process of doing this project!!! i really proud of myself that i completed the mission impossible for myself!!!!
i will continue with the 10% left out tomorrow and it will be perfect!!!yeah,the project may not be that perfect that i thought, but i serious treat over this, i use my heart, my patience, my strength and spirit to complete this!!! this is the great ever stuff i did!!!
I dont mind with what i will gain from doing this but i appreciate what i learned during the process!!!
No matter how,i will doing this is all because of a reason, the reason that will keep deep in my heart...
This is a memorable things i done in my ever life!!!!!
3.17am,26/8/10!!!!
i feel great ever in my life,good night =)

寂寞寂寞就好

random mood

MOVE MOVE MOVE on...

累

-愛情裡總有些對方不知道的事，傻呼呼的用自己的方式愛，也許對方 永遠感受不到自己的愛，卻依然執著地用自己的方式去愛...，也 許這才是真的愛
-我.放下了尊严.放下了个性.放下了固执.都只是因为放不下你........就算拥有的时光，是那么短暂；能够无怨无悔地为一个人付出，就是幸福。

我累了

痛

有些痛是一生也无法忘记的
就算不去触碰
就算没有想起
它还会在心底最深处
偶尔想起
隐隐约约
还会浮现

no one

No one
No, no one can be trusted.
Not even as you read this poem can you trust your mind to understand what I’m saying.
You continue to read between the lines, trying to read my mind
And you’ll never understand me. But you will keep pretending that you do.
You’ll probably keep telling me what’s best for me,
Depending on what’s best for you.
You’ll keep telling me what I should do
Until I fool myself into thinking I agree with you.
No one can be trusted.
But I continue to tell you my secrets.
I tell you my deepest thoughts, feelings, and weaknesses.
I pretend to trust you with the key to my soul
But in my mind I know there are certain things I shouldn’t say
And I know that secrets are only safe when taken to the grave
But I lie to myself and believe that I have friends.
When I’m really not sure anymore, what a friend is.
Because your friends have other friends they have to be loyal too
So this increases the chance that they won’t be loyal to you.
No one.
No one can be trusted.
How can we love those we can’t trust?
Self sacrifice? Or self crucifixion
Blindfold ourselves and surrender to rape
I can’t make love to fiction
So I fuck a lie and fake an orgasm
Because I want you to feel like the man I wish you were
And because I want to stay in a dream and never wake up
To realize I just had a nightmare.
Then I wonder? Who is less guilty?
The rapist who takes what he wants,
or the liar who pretends to want something different.
They’re one in the same to me.
No one can be trusted.
But when I tell you that this is how I feel about love
You think it is because I’m still in love.
You could never understand where I’m coming from
Unless you wanted to.
And no one wants to understand another
Because they are too busy trying to understand themselves.
I don’t want to understand you. I just want you to understand me.
Maybe that’s one thing we could understand about each other.
The only other way I’d believe you understand
Is if you have been through what I’ve been through and you saw what I’ve seen
If you felt what I felt and believed what I heard,
Then maybe you would know what it’s like to be hurt.
You wouldn’t think its old news, when it’s like yesterday to me.
You just want me to let it go because you don’t want me to see.
That maybe you aren’t the friend I believe you to be.
But I already know.
No one can be trusted.
So if I call you a liar, don’t take offense
There is no one in this world
I feel is better than this.
If you’re phony and fake
Its ok, I am too
I won’t let the real me
Be vulnerable to you.
No one.
No, no one can be trusted.
(Eblack)

Little Miss Bad

HEY,Little Miss Bad
Forget what you should forget,
Remember what you should remember,
Learn the lesson and move on!!!!
Chill=)

安静

变得不喜欢说话
变得喜欢低调
变得喜欢安静

Like i NEVER

LIKE i NEVER!!!!!

confusion

So much wish that i'm a mind reader that can read your mind=)

SAD

nothing hurt than you use your loud voices to scold me
nothing sad than you first time use your loud voices to scold me
The morning i feel glad that not argue over a period, but yeah,its happened a moment after my thought....
once is more than enough,the ever first time you use a loud voice to scold me!!!!
HURT

Happening

It was so happening......
i make it last minute and while i reached,yeah,somebody stop me!!!!
and complained on me!!!!
At that time,i was like urgh!!!!damn...
Nvm,i just stand by the side and yeah,ur turn,i glad that at last i make it even though im not allow to step in~~~thats bad!!!
after that, i knew everything i din make it well, or i make it worst,i don't know...
But truly,i don hope things go like that @_@
well,it passed and i can't do anything now,i feel failure but no regret,cause i learned from the lesson and i will make it better and better in the future...
i do hope so!!!!
yeah,+u +u

Just a word,Just a sentence,may more than enough...

one word can hurt a person,but a nice word can warm people heart as well...
please don't ignore me....
perhaps,one word or one sentence can warm my heart...
but,
will it happen?
just that simple actually...-)

so near yet so far

Sometimes we are so near,and yet there is a distance that make me feel that we are further. yeah,always will come to the problems, and need to take time, think and think and think to overcome the problems,sometimes is just a very simple very simple mistake,but due to misunderstanding,it leads to the gap...and it makes people very tiring and feel bad.

Personal unhappiness always is the contribution to the arguments,we are always wanted to figure out what we giving all the time and what we got is it balance,we are expecting each others,we wanted to make the relationship fair....when so many expectation,it will make us more tiring because expectation is kinda impossible to reached as we thought it can be....

To maintain a relationship is seems to be easy when you see a couple happily stay together,sometimes is just may not what you see. I just hope someone there can be listen to my single thought of mind,simple as that,maybe i'm telling you craps,serious thought,or maybe daily matters,i just wish to have a ear that willing to listen to me.I just hope to have a better communication to make it better and better always but not always come to argument and it takes a long time to solve. Maybe some say that arguments can improve relationship,it can help you to know each other better,yes,but is very tiring if happen frequently and it may make everything worst.

Misunderstanding leads to arguments too. Well, in the future i just hope the gap that always appear to me will gone away and i hope you'll be listen to me always. Yea,i will always remember my mistakes and not to let it happen again.i hope everything will be better from now on!!!!❤❤❤