Monday, November 28, 2011

needa some long long meditation...........owh

Thursday, November 24, 2011





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Tuesday, November 22, 2011


谢谢你 :)

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Friday, November 18, 2011

SINCERE



















12.12am 18/11/2011 nitez nitez

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

过了很久很久, 今天认真看见镜子里的自己的那一张脸孔
越来越多瑕疵,心都酸一下
累过头,有时候保养也省略了,倒头就睡,造成现在这样
有干燥,又没光泽,眼袋像什么似的
长大了,烦恼多了,课业繁忙了,压力大了;保养变得更重要了
不要再懒惰了,那张脸,我看了都累T_T
晚安

Sunday, November 13, 2011

wee, i'm definitely gonna note down what happened today!!!!
sometimes argument may not be 100% bad....at least it somehow let me realized my weakness and learn something....
i found the best thing in a relationship is that you can learn from your partner and he make you realized what is your weakness and you can improve on that....
argument may cause your relationship worst, but it may also let both of you know each other deeply and learn from each others.....
though is so tiring, is so sienz, is so helpless when a distance relationship argue on something that not really necessary, but i feel i'm glad that i can learn something i never thought before....yet, of course i don't hope this happen anymore cause really bad.........T_T
i should always remember 
don't talk about any guy friends in front of boyfriend+ don't ever protect any guys unless your date
Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think but i'm really so glad you are always calm to me
Try to be as straightforward as possible
If boyfriend starts to talk seriously, must listen to him because must be something up>.<
Don't ever ever ever drag the history out ... this is definitely something bad
Don't always joke and joke and joke without realized i'm actually over
Don't say something hurtful or throw tantrums no matter how worst is the situation

Love can somehow make someone become childish, dumb and sometimes lost control (mentally), sometimes after few hours only i realized what i talked what i did were really (DAMN EMOTIONAL W/O BRAIN) wanna bang wall!!!!!!!!! i mean i just simply say something hurtful but actually i not mean it , just emotion drag me so!!! omg, i'm just gonna have to improve on this!!!GOSH

back to the first topic which i'm trying to mention
although argument really bad, and i don't hope this happen again but i still can learn something from it
sometimes, u point out my weakness, yes yes yes, i knew, but i just didn't admit right infront of you but of course i will remember in my heart....
truly, sometimes  we won't get to know ourselves well until people point us out and only we realized
i think this is also a good thing which we can learn from each other to improve ourselves and make commitment that we will improve and become better and better

hey, miss Low, your positive power weak a bit recently, you gotta find it back hunny!!!!
remind you, don't sweat over little things or someone that not really meant in your life, be mature, they didn't meant that lot than you imagine......( as he said: think bout long term , they will just mean nothing in your life, i'm kinda agree that i'm actually over reacted ) you gotta appreciate those who really care about you......don't ever repeat same thing ever again.... don't wait until storm reaching only you prepare umbrella ( sometimes is just too late )... try to be more caring, loving to people ( owh, especially your love one ) don't ever judge people by its cover, they might be really a good one if you get to know them deeply....the difference between female and male is that female is more emotional ( 感性 ) while male is more rational (理性), so somehow you guys  way of thinking are different, hope to get a balance on this......don't ever hide anything from your boyfriend, because long distance relationship needs truth and honesty and better get to tell him as soon as possible, don't ever make decision yourself without discuss with him !!! remember this always ( Let us love, not in word or speech, but in truth and action. John 3:18 ♥) 


see see see, so much you gotta improve lar, miss Low
last last last, please be optimistic and positive!!!
one more weakness, don't easily let people affect your mind, don't always heart soft, stand firm!!!!! or else you gonna kena bully!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
owh, and remember the way which not hurtful but a good way to respond to people to avoid people think too much........


i feel so better to release here...................
fuh
appreciate everything you have, trust without wavering, love is patient
but still i can't wait until the day i can meet you
lai 
38 days 38 days 38 days~~~~~~


aight, continue my work, work hard, after all this done, i'm officially graduate and owh i can see you, that's my motivation!!!!!!!!!!! 
JIA YOU
















Friday, November 11, 2011

太多的负面情绪 导致我 好累啊
小姐啊
拜托拜托
要加油!!!!
要笑一个!!!!

Monday, November 7, 2011

亲爱的啊, 心情越不好, 脾气越暴躁时,事事不顺
越要冷静和心平气和
把脸压在枕头上 大喊
好多了 T_T
谁能让我揍几拳吗!!!!!

Sunday, November 6, 2011

可知道 能让你 整颗心 掏出来 畅谈的 有多少个
能 百分百 能 让你 说出所有心里的感受 又有多少个
没有吧
人前 总是 冷漠 好酷
只有自己 一个人 深夜了 脑子 怎么那么灵活 
深思的夜晚 才能诚实的面对自己 
原来好多好多 心里话 
人 总是不知足 包括我自己 
人 总是 见高拜 见低踩
人 总是 有 没完没了 的 欲望 
人 总是 隐藏着 真实的自己 内心的自己 在心底最深处 任谁也 没能 接触 
我的 自我保护意识 很强 
不是所谓你们说的 "收收买买" 而是 说穿了 不想被别人看穿自己的心思

有些事 不是我不在意 而是 我在意了又能怎样
很多人 都有在背后 我们看不见的故事
笑嘻嘻的她 你想不到 她的故事 让你想给她个 温暖的拥抱 多疼惜她
看事情 太表面 很容易 下错定论

谁啊谁 能让我 好好的放肆的 把心里的所有 都 释放
到最后 答案还是 我自己 吧

记住:
夜晚 你可以任意让泪流
白天 还是要微笑