I DAMN STRESS

I EMOTIONAL

I SAD

ARGH

but still

have to

keep

PEACE

in my heart

owh,take a deep breath

smile

work again:)

I don't mind your odd behavior

It's the very thing I love

If you were an ice cream flavor

You would be my favorite one

My imagination sees you

Like a painting by Van Gogh

Starry nights and bright sunflowers

Follow you where you may go


Oh, I've loved you from the start
  
In every single way
   
And more each passing day

You are brighter than the stars
 
Believe me when I say
  
It's not about your scars
    
It's all about your heart


You're a butterfly held captive

Small and safe in your cocoon

Go on you can take your time

Time is said to heal all wounds


Oh, I've loved you from the start
In every single way
And more each passing day
You are brighter than the stars
Believe me when I say
It's not about your scars
It's all about your heart


Like a lock without a key

Like a mystery without a clue

There is no me if I cannot have you


Oh, I've loved you from the start
In every single way
And more each passing day
You are brighter than the stars
Believe me when I say
It's not about your scars
It's all about your heart  

with my silly faceeeeeee

dedicated to you:))

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i cough i cough i cough in the class and really can't stop it and walk out to the class and cough and cough and cough!!!!!!!! and u know cough till nearly cao gan with the tears and mucus out !!!!
GOD!!!!!
please don't happen on tomorrow during my presentation!!!pray hardT_T

Actually i'm quite busy of my reports,presentation preparation,test and yeah essays!!!
this is a busy life but yet i love it....
and now i gao tim some of them and feel free to blog~
i been sick since last thursday, i visited doctor and i finished my medi,but still bit fever and new virus came,COUGH!!! you can hear my voice coughing non stop during the class!!! HAHAHA
thats sad,cause i having presentation tomorrow yet still coughing coughingT_T and i don't feel to visit clinic again cos i sick of eating medicine everyay,duh.....but i will start to take supplementary like Vitamin C, is better than medicine right,ewww~~~

i wanna to say i love my course so much because i can learn a lot a lot a lot and i started to get used to the everyday reading news life which my lecturer always remind us
and i'm currently obsessed to JAY and Michael Buble, perhaps their concerts are around the corner.....
what else...
hmmmm, nothing much so i shall go~~~
baiiiiiiiii

owh,one more thing, this is the first time i eat tong yun, don't be surprise, because i'm a person that kinda picky, and i don't like the heavy smell of flour, but my friend keep some for me,so i just give it a try,the peanut one!!!
It taste not bad actually.... :)

abcdefghimissyouwxyz

i am sad de lo lo lo....

im hectic

im busy

im sick

im headache

yet

i still wanna relax

through camwhore by webcam

to entertain myself

teehee:)

喜欢又说不出口
想和你说话又没有勇气
你的五个字就让我开心到~一直一直想着 =S

想要杯温温的牛奶
想要瓶装的牛奶
感觉好像比较有味道
其实我对牛奶很反感
但
因某人尝试了牛奶
虽然真的不是很想喝
但始终对身体好
所以
我想再喝喝牛奶
纯奶
是什么味道@@

一点点挫折算不上什么

一点点辛苦算不上什么

一点点付出算不上什么

一点点等待算不上什么

未来的路还很长

一点点挫折不要埋怨 因为要更坚强接受未来的打击

一点点辛苦不好喊累 因为我总会想起父母亲辛苦为我付出是 从不曾埋怨或喊累

一点点付出不要得意 因为总有人为你付出的更多 也许没发觉 但总想起妈妈为自己做的一切

一点点等待不要抱怨 因为总觉得时间会让你更成熟 让你想更多 让你觉得都是值得的

伤心 自责 后悔 一切的负面情绪 是无法避免的

但时间不能太长 

三分钟就好 三分钟就足够 因为一场拳击只有三分钟时间 三分钟想想就好

三分钟后再微笑 

in the end

my yuan xiao jie!!!!eat medic n sleep~

owh,not to forget that i'm happy that someone and the only one wish me....hehe:)

inflammation last time was before chinese new year that week, and last last time was like my final exam,hmm, is around Nov....IS REALLY SUCKS!!!!!!
now is the hectic period and yet it came find me:(
sick of it seriously!!!!!
i'm ady avoid those heaty food jin jin zha zha one....
why why why............
at least not at gan yiu guan tao is really doesn't matter,but.....

fuh fuh fuh,what can do is just drink as much water as possible....
or else fever and flu come togetherrr,owh, and next week is my presentation and i decided not to back home this week!!!!
hope hope hope hope recover as soon as possibleeeeee....or else injection on my ass again!!!!!X . X
and chap gor meh last day of cny!!!!! best gift ever,before and after cny sick sick sick!!!!>.<

ever seen dead fish!!!!!!!!@@

the eyes dy bengkak more serious than a panda

the face pale like a patient

recover soon..PLS

hihihi everybody,valentines just past,how you spend your time with your love one???

it must be a sweet and warm day for u all to express your feeling to your love one:)

before,i will think that must have something special on that day, or surprise.... 

but now grown up, feel like actually simple is the best....

is like sitting at cafe to chill and relax, or simply have home cook meal and watching tv together 

it doesn't matter where the place, what the gift, just simply spend time together will do:)

so wish everyone belated happy valentines:)

i spend my day with my friends having a good meal and some drinks after that....
quite rest and relax and i simply love it:)

and i met EVA,was her birthday on valentines!!! happy birthday babe.....

thats my day for 14th feb....

“You can close your eyes to the things you don't want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you don't want to feel.”

nomu bogo shipda

most of the times this is how i feel:

you come and go, you're hot and cold.

i wished i know you like how i knew you;

when i knew come what may, you'd still be back here;

here in my arms

oh yea oh yea,that's my cousie~~~
she is cute and pretty,isn't she:)
is been a long time since the last time i met her,was in  2008 and now is 2011, 3 years time....
she grown up a lot and become prettier....
guess what,she just 11 years old, 10 years differ from me and she call me 21ah po:(
though we hv 10 years diff but yet we can talk so whatever, am i childish@@
anyway, her name is 晶晶
晶晶！！！
看我po了你在我的部落格！！！
muackssss=]

你問：「可不可以不要牽掛一個人？那種滋味太苦了。」苦的，不是牽掛，而是沒有應答的牽掛，當你牽掛他的時候，他並沒有牽掛你。苦的，不是牽掛，而是沒有歸途的牽掛，從此以後，他牽掛的是另一個人；後來的一天，你牽掛的，也將是另一個人。


活在当下，快乐就好
容易开心，也容易伤心
情绪管理不好
但未必是件坏事
伤心时 自己承受 不要让别人为你担心 就好了
因为一句话 
可以开心一整天
就一句话 深深的都印在脑海里
也可能因为一句话
愁足一整天 因为总是想着 猜疑着 又不敢问 


明天会如何 
我不知道
但
今天是因为你开心的
我就满足了:)

You're my motivation
You're my motivation
You're my motivation

asked: what you wanna tell? now i answer: thats what i wanna tell....↓

喜欢就喜欢

不喜欢就不喜欢

当初想的就这么简单

想咋也这么想

喜欢就说出来

不喜欢也说出来

什么都说出来

当初恋爱也是如此

可是同时也包含了很多因素

我把它复杂化

我以为 自以为是 

搞砸了

没什么可怨

也许看起来 我像是爱理不理 不把放在心上似的

但却 我记得很清楚

所说过的

我都记得 

只是表面上没表达出来

只是偶尔 缺乏自信了 紧张了 总是在伪装

明明在意得很 却假装不在意

明明听进去了 却假装听不进去

我知道 这是非常不好 你不说 谁知道

要改要改

失败=(

感觉很重要

不是吗

总觉得感觉比一切都重要

条件多么好 没感觉 只能说对不起

过去 过去 算了吧 既然过去了 过去没意义了 不重要了

没有过去就没有现在了 怎么说过去不重要没意义

过去都是回忆

让我学会了许多 

以前总是 自以为是 理所当然 不分轻重 

因为错误学习了 什么是对 什么是错 什么是自足 什么是耐性 什么该珍惜

因为过去时时刻刻在提醒着我 不能再犯错 因为心里很害怕所发生的 因为对自己的所作所为很愧疚 因为如果时间能倒流 我希望可以改变 所以都不断提醒着自己 不能再犯错

该怎么说

从来没曾那么真心的感受过 也许该说是刻骨铭心

爱着 爱着 还爱着 心总是往那奔去 

无时无刻都想着你 是习惯吗 还是不舍 我不知道

明明知道什么是不可能 但心里总是想着 想着 总是期待着 就像等天上掉钱下来似的

明明从你的话语中都能感觉到 什么是不可能 总是暗示着我的 明明知道 可是还是会想着想着

明明很喜欢 朋友提起 总是要向若无其事 扮的不在意 嘴里说着 好多了 没关系 心里总是揪着揪着 干嘛口是心非

明明心里很想什么都告诉你 但脑子清醒的说 不应该 你知道结果的你会因他的话语不好过也许他并不冷漠但总觉得他是冷漠的 所以都压抑着 压抑着

明明喜欢想告诉你 什么都说 像不管如何 什么都说 但又想起 说话要小心 不能说错话 否则一切变得更糟 我总是防备着 

明明到嘴边了 想说出来 但是又害怕不好的回应 因为知道自己在狐疑的一言一语  之后那些话语都会在脑里徘徊

明明想说 想说 但是清楚的知道 还是藏在心里 好多了 那份勇气 没了 因为害怕听见 那番重复的话语

你的一言一语我都很在意 因为潜意识 心里 你还是重要的

你的一切我都想知道 可是却开不了口去问

关于你的 

想了想

还是沉默好 因为还是害怕自己太在意你的一言一语

没想过 自己会沉溺那么久 那么久 

但是 喜欢 是没办法的一件事～

如今 学会了 什么该说 什么不该说 

学会了沉默 学会了不该什么都说 学会了该自己承担

知道了说了 也许释放了 但会更难受

还是沉默 自己默默知道 就好了

我不会忘记 也不曾想忘记 

我一直都知道 我一直都接受 所犯过的错 我都记住

过去了 就是过去了 对你而言 不重要了总是说 随便 过去了

喜欢着 我就是喜欢着 就是感觉喜欢着 但 不会说出口了 

不知何时 才能释怀

不知何时 你又会主动和我说话 一直都期待着 也许一句问候 都很温馨 开心得不得了 因为我没勇气再对你诉说

不知何时 能再见面 这应该是我自己 狂想妄想

每一次 和你说话 每一次 想到你时 每一次 看见 听见关于你的 总是心跳很快 是心动吗 还是紧张

真想不顾一切什么都说 什么都释放 但却知道 话不能乱乱说 要小心 小心 =.=

还是想藏在心里好了 等有一天 溢满了 再向该如何是好

释放了 果然舒服了:)

多么想喊 好想念你！！！！

但是 不行的...=.=

還是害怕夜深人靜時總想起你

還是害怕不經意的聽見你的消息

Happy Chinese New Year
Teehee

The one the one the one the one

The one i felt so lucky to met him in this world

I was truly impressed by him

He is the first one i think of when i face any problem

He is ordinary one but yet i think he is truly amazing ( for me )

He stand firm for his own dream, he will be successful 

He always had well plan for his future

He stubborn on his own mind yet he will be flexible sometimes

He is cute

We seldom connected but yet you always on my mind

"Don't wait for the storm to pass,learn to dance in the rain"
"Don't make promises that u cant keep" 

Happy Chinese New Year to you in UK

San Nin Fai Lok:) IMY

once and once again,i don't know how to react~
how i should respond
heart feeling
how to express