i'm gonna blog bout it blog bout it blog bout it~

i feel so happy so happy so happy

why why why i repeated the words

because i mean it i mean it i mean it!!!!!!!XD

although only a short while

although kinda lame 

although was random

but is okay

but i feel good

but i feel nice

teeeheeeeee

and i feel like smiling from the inside out =)

i hope 

this happen more often~~~=P

cause it really boost my day

yeahooo,is you is you is you

kay,gotta off to study now........

I feel to chop my hair chop my hair chop my hair@@
Is too hot
Shud I chop chop chop???!!!



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Japan quake at 11th March
and today 24th March Myanmar quake at magnitude 7
Just 2 weeks time, 2 earthquake@@
kinda sad when saw the news....
appreciate everyday and everyone in your life...
we won't know what gonna happen tomorrow.....

INSOMNIA
BANG ME
I WANNA SLEEP
TRULY
NOT ENOUGH SLEEP LATELY
I'M EXHAUSTED EVERYDAY
PLEASE
PLEASE
I WANNA SLEEEEEEP!!!!!!
X.X

my eyes never fail to be CACAT!!!!!

有谁比她更爱我
她默默地为我付出
无论如何 从不吭声 从不抱怨
总是对我口是心非 我都知道
总是为我担心 为我准备 还把我当着小孩照顾
也许说的对 子女在父母眼里都是小孩
有时候 总是在我耳边嚷嚷 从前会觉得怎么那么啰嗦
但是现在 希望你多听见你说说我 骂骂我也好
妳是我最大的依靠
无论受什么挫折 总是会对我说教 感激不尽
心里想想 生活不能没有了妳
最想的是你
最爱的也是你
妈咪，生日快乐
saranghae~~~<3

lovey dovey=)

我常在想應該再也找不到
任何人像你對我那麼好
好到我的家人也被照料
我的朋友還為你撐腰

你還是有一堆毛病改不掉
拗起來氣得仙女都跳腳
可是人生完美的事太少
我們不能什麼都想要

你是我最重要的決定
我願意　每天在你身邊甦醒
就連吵架也很過癮　不會冷冰
因為真愛沒有輸贏　只有親密

你是我最重要的決定
我願意　打破對未知的恐懼
就算流淚也能放晴　將心比心
因為幸福沒有捷徑　只有經營

There's nothing easy
but there's nothing tough if you put effort into it
never complain things are so difficult,tough or so whatever, and ask yourself how much effort do you put, are you doing your best?
motivate yourself,you can do better than anyone else=)

everything happened affect the FINANCIAL MARKET
which means i have to know what HAPPENED everyday in the WORLD
AWESOME
I LOVE THE STAR,CNN,BLOOMBERG,TIME,WALL STREET, BUSINESS INSIDER,REUTERS,THE EDGE, ALJAZEERA!!!!!!
SELF-HYPNOTIZING!!!!!!!!>.<

FLUCTUATE MOOD

Ayumi Hamasaki Secret (Asia Tour 2007 english subtitle)

I remember this:)

今天参加了朋友的生日派对

值得我一提的是

与朋友的爸爸聊了一下

关于课业上的与他对我未来的一些看法，此外，也分享了他的人生经验

踏入社会是另一阶段，人心险恶，凡事都要小心

伯伯说：不要害怕，也不用害怕，害怕你什么都做不了，要去面对，不要逃避！！！勇敢面对，不用怕的:)

欣慰了一下，上了宝贵的一课，越是害怕，越要勇敢面对，因为一切都掌握在自己手里，事在人为=]

都喜欢与一些人生经验丰富的人聊一聊，因为他们分享的是经验，而不是课业上能学到的，他们给予我的知识，都会记住，此外，也是一种鼓励....

庆幸～感觉上他们都是一路上遇到的贵人啊=]

You don't know how much courage it took me to say every single word, to do every single action.. You don't know, do you?

I wanna get rid of it and live the positive life again! 


weeee:) 

he was just right that we should keep something aside
he was just right that we should be making decision later
he was just right that we should arrange the right priority in life
he was just right that things will eventually get better when there is the right timing
he was just point out me and i shall keep in heart no matter how until when there is the right time
and yeah=]
Things happened for a reason,bad things happened but it could let me realized something better,so is okay=]
wee,should smile and sleep
and last quote of the day: bad things not necessarily bad,sometimes it could just make u realized the good one:)

There's a girl
She always seem so cool
She doesn't communicate much with people
She don't like to talk
People don't  like her

That's her

She got a friend, call devil
She now close to the devil
Devil told her: I want to smile to you,but you don't even look at me, feel like wanna whack you!!!!!!!
She shocked
It was because she first time met Devil,she don't know how to communicate=( so she just pretending....
She don't know the right way to communicate with new people
but now
She and the devil is friend that can talk whatever,heart feelings,seung gi and bla bla bla
that's fate
instead keep calling her devil,should call her,uhm,angel?! bluek, seung gi wifey?! too dramatic call her eva!!!HAHA

Back to the girl
The girl doesn't know the right way of communicate
Sometimes she like pretending, but at the same time she serious thinking in heart,just don't know to show up
Not that she not serious,but just never show up
Sometimes she just too shy=S
That's the wrong way,may cause many misunderstanding and worried
The girl is improving,give her some time
At least she will smile at you

you girls are awesome=)

realized 2 girls that just too awesome,and i'm so grateful to have them in my life

they just shot me up with positive injection

appreciate when there is somebody that willing to listen to you,sad for you and happy for you

treasure them....

both of you,love a lot and they make me realized what a true friend is 

we might just meet once a year,not even that, or we may just talk less than 5 times per year....

but yet we can still so close to each other 

true friends don't need talk a lot,meet a lot, but always keep in the heart=]

Devil one and Bath one,muacksssss

i LOVE kids

i know i know is not the first time i mentioned that i love kids,but when i see them, i just can't stop myself walk to them,hug them, play with them,and i simply love their SMILE so much!!!!ARGH,i gt 恋童癖 perhaps=P

Let's picture story you:)

This girl call Erika,she hyperactive and somehow naughty:S

but i still love her

i'm hugging her,is not that heavy,okay for me,and she was playing with the olympic magnet on the fridge

i love her expressions:)

 she grabbed the  grapes from my sister, my sis was taking out the seeds for her

when she got the grapes,she just laughXD

ooooh,she dirty after whole day activities,and kakak cleaning her

she came out looking for hamster 

pretty & cute little girl,agree with me!!!

she playing with kor kor lying on the bed~~~

owh,is new born baby,less than 1 week~~~

baby baby baby woooo~

and ERIKA got a sister from her mama too~look forward to see another baby,new life born:)

Erika pat the baby's head and she said: sayang sayang!! so lovely,melt=]

and she keep smiling non stop when she see the baby~~

she playing with the pampers:) and see the baby,so small,seems so fragile～

this is when she playing with hamster~~~

baby,so small right~wish you grow up healthily:)

love you baby~

thats all,i would like to spend all my love to them

hahahahahahahah:)

This is a must go through period
Hard time does not last long
All the time with my passion
Eventually things will get better

uhm, i think you are stress

uhm, i wanna talk to you

uhm, if you read this

uhm, don't stress yourself too much

uhm, smile

uhm, cheer

uhm, chill and relax

uhm,don lo lo lo alws:S

put on a  smile:)

i miss my short hair

i miss my round face

i miss chubby chubby

i miss the old time look

before

totally different right?! 

i know i know

not really like the way i look now@@