why you know are wrong and you still do it
why you repeated the mistake again
why you never think of the consequences
why you never care of how people think about you
why you can do something that will affect so many people
why you know you this will cause a big trouble and you still do it
why you so addicted!!!!

i can't read people's mind
i can't understand why they do so
but
giving the same excuse over and over and over again!!!
how hurtful is that when everyone give up on you,
how hurtful when everyone don't wanna recognize you anymore
why you never think of that
what's in your mind
why you must do something that cause so much troubles to others
why
why
why

that's life
is so complicated
people do not appreciate what they have, but spoil what they should appreciate
hmm,
that's not my business, but i'm so upset when see things like that happened

i can't get it why that is a common sense you should know
but
you still do it

life
like a drama
you choose the road, but you need trouble so many people and you feel nothing
you will just end up
......

first time can be forgive
second time you did this, people just don't bother you no matter how close are you with me
yet, they still choose to help you

life hard
i'm so upset and disappointed because you do not know how to appreciate and so selfish and cause so much troubles
i won't pity you because the people around you that lend you a hand, they are really tough even though heart broken of what you did, second time that you broken people's heart into pieces, so hard for them to recover, and
why
you did this again!!!

I can never forget what i heard today
even though i'm hiding myself in the corner to cheer the kids, but i barely heard bout that, my tears rolling in my eyes because i can feel how hurtful the impact you cause to make other people life even harder....


The kids are happily drawing on the paper, but another side is the war
i feel so complicated
why a 5 years old kid so understanding telling me: 姐姐， 我会洗碗！
me: 真的吗？谁教你?
he:我自己学的啦，我长大了，我会洗完，我很乖!!!!
and one more thing he told me: 姐姐， 讲话看着我的眼睛， 爸爸讲，跟别人讲话要看着他们的眼睛！！！
make me bit guilty lar boyboy.....
吃饱了，还会主动递纸巾给我
教他画了妈妈的样子，他还边画头发边说: 妈妈最漂亮，我的妈妈很漂亮，搞得我感性，眼睛湿湿，怎么那么懂事



how true  kids are and they know how to treat people well and learn to do things themselves,
but why an adult don't know how to think
perhaps mind become complicated as we grown up
that's the reason why i love to spend my times with kids because they are so true
and me a 22 years old girl always can learn something from them of the things i have forgotten,
the simple things
最原始的道理
总是在小孩的身上领悟到
I should thanks to the kids?!
=)