This is a post for myself to express my feelings how i think about world end, is a long one and so personal one, read if you have the time, press the cross button if you lazy on it.
Brain wash by the movie that the world gonna end, disaster everywhere, rich people get into a flying sky ship get to the universe and stay in another planet.
The biggest joke ever, and today i'm still alive here to typing... so chill =) we still have long way to go and to stay in this beautiful place we called earth......
Though is a joke, but i admit that i worry bout it too, i'm started to think the whoever i met in my life.
Erm, i should say is kind of flashback.
It makes me feel how much i should appreciate my friends and family, how much i love them.
I'm not the perfect one, i do have flaws, but thanks for loving me and bear with me=')
Too much words i wanna spill out today.
I miss my sister so much, i miss the time we having fun even though we always argue till mama scratch head and say why i born them. I hate her sometimes, i love her sometimes. Honestly, we still fight even we grown up, but we do have time spend on the bed for pillow talks, heart talks, reminiscence and etc. No doubt i love her more than i hate her, she my only babeh.
Parents, who bring you to this wonderful world. They will always satisfied your will, wish, anything you want and just try their best to give you a good life. One of my friend asked me: during your childhood, do you ever think that what would you do if your mum leave you, he said he will just kill himself and he just wanna stay together with the parents. So do i, during my primary school time, mum send me to school, when i reached school, i always worry will mum be safe during the journey back home. During midnight, i will always imagine how life gonna be if i lose my parents, tears will always drop. They are the angels for every kids. LOVE them just like how they love you and i believe their love to us is infinity just as the universe.
Here come, to my beloved one, we went through so much to be together. You made my dream come true and you always be there for me whenever i need you. You always bear with my emotional feelings, sometimes i might be a little bit hyper, but you never complain and being so patient with me. I'm truly blessed that i have you in my life. Thanks for always thought of me on every decisions you made. I will always love you.
Now, FRIENDS.
Some of you guys, we knew so long, we seldom met, but i'm glad that we are still connecting and updating each other life.
Erm, they are few of them that really important to me and i love them so much.
I believe true friends will always keep you in heart, a greet from you guys always warm my heart.
The AG, i will always keep you in heart, you're like an angel to me and i swear i never met someone so kind like you. We will stay connected and you're my fav one.
The LG, you this fella, suddenly pop out suddenly disappear, but you will always let me know what your next step in life. I will never forget how you inspire me, the quotes you told me and I truly have a good time with you.
The LN, once u lend me your shoulder, i crying out loud to you, thanks for be with me during my bad time. I will always love you and you're my bff.
The Ja, you this silly girl, always fulfilling me, be there with me, but you know you really great. Now i feel bad for always bully you but that's how we laugh out loud all the time.Thanks your doing silly things with me and be there for me all the time.
The AY, you are my big sister, you take care of me, be there for me, be my driver, having lotsa of shopping time, we celebrate festive together, bought me my fav cake all the way so far, food trip together and you're just my awesome one. Love you girl.
The FL, you are one of the kindest girl i ever met. I'm sorry for misunderstanding you, but we knew we still care for each other. You're the first girl i met in the college and u know i know, we having a good time =)
The roomie!!!!! She's a hot one, a siao one, a crazy one, and she's angel. She is so great and i promise we will meet someday. Siao Za Bo, i miss you, i miss our crazy midnight talk and laugh like who cares our neighbor thought we are the siao's one
Missed out the ST, i hate you sometimes for telling me those sucky things i don't wanna listen but i know you want me to be good, you always help me, you always be there for me, and always listen to my nonsense too and you just knew me too well.
There is something happened recently who drag me down and i'm really so down, i cried, i giving up, i lose hope, i blame, i hate, but till i read the bible, god love you to give you the challenges to make you tougher, this is just a small tiny stone and you can easily kick it away. If you beat down by this, how you gonna survive if there is a storm!!! This make me think of life of PI and i guess you knew the story. Don't wait the storm to pass but learn to dance in the rain.
The world is not end and now i should head to sleep and tomorrow is a good day and forget bout this biggest joke ever who cheat the whole world.
Life short, live your life till fullest and stay positive.
Smile and be happy.
Lastly, writing blog is always the best way to express yourself cause i guess is almost impossible for me to put these words in my mouth and tell you by myself >.<
Evelyn,
21 Dec, 2012 (so called world end day)
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