Tuesday, July 30, 2013
Saturday, June 29, 2013
Life is like drama
Why i say life is like a drama?!
Everything happens around me is like something i can't ever imagine it will happen in real life, is so dramatic until u can't believe it, but still you have to accept this is reality, this is life.
The period from university student then to a working adults, is so much different. Is too much for you to adapt but you have to go on, to make yourself clear, what you want in life, what you want to achieve.
You have no time to wait, cause time won't wait for you, you can just fight with it.
Recently, there's really too much stories telling.
Different stories give me different lesson in life.
I believe everyone have their own hard time in life, but we must learn how to cope it, maybe learn to let go.
Last time, i always thought that yeah, i can wait, i'm still in young age, until now i realized, may be time is not enough for me, i need to chase my own dream.
I can't wait anymore.
I have being so frustrated about what i wanna do in life.
There's many sharing session with friends.
Some of them just doing what they doing now, play hard while we are young.
Some of them busy working for money just for them to have good life in the future, big house big car perhaps ....
Some of them getting married.
Some of them having dramatic life.
I have a tough time when i realized death is so near to us.
I've been in a dilemma that i couldn't accept this can be actually happen next second.
This is really a hard time for me.
I talk to different people and i got different answers.
My mom was so worried and went to temple to pray for me.
I knew i must get out of this.
Thinking too much won't get you better.
I should bed.
Keep fighting
Love Life
Thanks for everyone that give me so much care.
Friday, December 21, 2012
The Scream
\I believe everyone saw this paint before, i'm so interested the meaning behind of this piece of art by Edvard Munch.
Believe it or not, this painting sold for 120 million U.S Dollar in May 2012.
Inspiration comes from:
(1)One evening I was walking along a path, the city was on one side and the fjord below. I felt tired and ill. I stopped and looked out over the fjord—the sun was setting, and the clouds turning blood red. I sensed a scream passing through nature; it seemed to me that I heard the scream. I painted this picture, painted the clouds as actual blood. The color shrieked. This became The Scream.
(2)I was walking along the road with two friends – the sun was setting – suddenly the sky turned blood red – I paused, feeling exhausted, and leaned on the fence – there was blood and tongues of fire above the blue-black fjord and the city – my friends walked on, and I stood there trembling with anxiety – and I sensed an infinite scream passing through nature.
who says the world end
This is a post for myself to express my feelings how i think about world end, is a long one and so personal one, read if you have the time, press the cross button if you lazy on it.
Brain wash by the movie that the world gonna end, disaster everywhere, rich people get into a flying sky ship get to the universe and stay in another planet.
The biggest joke ever, and today i'm still alive here to typing... so chill =) we still have long way to go and to stay in this beautiful place we called earth......
Though is a joke, but i admit that i worry bout it too, i'm started to think the whoever i met in my life.
Erm, i should say is kind of flashback.
It makes me feel how much i should appreciate my friends and family, how much i love them.
I'm not the perfect one, i do have flaws, but thanks for loving me and bear with me=')
Too much words i wanna spill out today.
I miss my sister so much, i miss the time we having fun even though we always argue till mama scratch head and say why i born them. I hate her sometimes, i love her sometimes. Honestly, we still fight even we grown up, but we do have time spend on the bed for pillow talks, heart talks, reminiscence and etc. No doubt i love her more than i hate her, she my only babeh.
Parents, who bring you to this wonderful world. They will always satisfied your will, wish, anything you want and just try their best to give you a good life. One of my friend asked me: during your childhood, do you ever think that what would you do if your mum leave you, he said he will just kill himself and he just wanna stay together with the parents. So do i, during my primary school time, mum send me to school, when i reached school, i always worry will mum be safe during the journey back home. During midnight, i will always imagine how life gonna be if i lose my parents, tears will always drop. They are the angels for every kids. LOVE them just like how they love you and i believe their love to us is infinity just as the universe.
Here come, to my beloved one, we went through so much to be together. You made my dream come true and you always be there for me whenever i need you. You always bear with my emotional feelings, sometimes i might be a little bit hyper, but you never complain and being so patient with me. I'm truly blessed that i have you in my life. Thanks for always thought of me on every decisions you made. I will always love you.
Now, FRIENDS.
Some of you guys, we knew so long, we seldom met, but i'm glad that we are still connecting and updating each other life.
Erm, they are few of them that really important to me and i love them so much.
I believe true friends will always keep you in heart, a greet from you guys always warm my heart.
The AG, i will always keep you in heart, you're like an angel to me and i swear i never met someone so kind like you. We will stay connected and you're my fav one.
The LG, you this fella, suddenly pop out suddenly disappear, but you will always let me know what your next step in life. I will never forget how you inspire me, the quotes you told me and I truly have a good time with you.
The LN, once u lend me your shoulder, i crying out loud to you, thanks for be with me during my bad time. I will always love you and you're my bff.
The Ja, you this silly girl, always fulfilling me, be there with me, but you know you really great. Now i feel bad for always bully you but that's how we laugh out loud all the time.Thanks your doing silly things with me and be there for me all the time.
The AY, you are my big sister, you take care of me, be there for me, be my driver, having lotsa of shopping time, we celebrate festive together, bought me my fav cake all the way so far, food trip together and you're just my awesome one. Love you girl.
The FL, you are one of the kindest girl i ever met. I'm sorry for misunderstanding you, but we knew we still care for each other. You're the first girl i met in the college and u know i know, we having a good time =)
The roomie!!!!! She's a hot one, a siao one, a crazy one, and she's angel. She is so great and i promise we will meet someday. Siao Za Bo, i miss you, i miss our crazy midnight talk and laugh like who cares our neighbor thought we are the siao's one
Missed out the ST, i hate you sometimes for telling me those sucky things i don't wanna listen but i know you want me to be good, you always help me, you always be there for me, and always listen to my nonsense too and you just knew me too well.
There is something happened recently who drag me down and i'm really so down, i cried, i giving up, i lose hope, i blame, i hate, but till i read the bible, god love you to give you the challenges to make you tougher, this is just a small tiny stone and you can easily kick it away. If you beat down by this, how you gonna survive if there is a storm!!! This make me think of life of PI and i guess you knew the story. Don't wait the storm to pass but learn to dance in the rain.
The world is not end and now i should head to sleep and tomorrow is a good day and forget bout this biggest joke ever who cheat the whole world.
Life short, live your life till fullest and stay positive.
Smile and be happy.
Lastly, writing blog is always the best way to express yourself cause i guess is almost impossible for me to put these words in my mouth and tell you by myself >.<
Evelyn,
21 Dec, 2012 (so called world end day)
Brain wash by the movie that the world gonna end, disaster everywhere, rich people get into a flying sky ship get to the universe and stay in another planet.
The biggest joke ever, and today i'm still alive here to typing... so chill =) we still have long way to go and to stay in this beautiful place we called earth......
Though is a joke, but i admit that i worry bout it too, i'm started to think the whoever i met in my life.
Erm, i should say is kind of flashback.
It makes me feel how much i should appreciate my friends and family, how much i love them.
I'm not the perfect one, i do have flaws, but thanks for loving me and bear with me=')
Too much words i wanna spill out today.
I miss my sister so much, i miss the time we having fun even though we always argue till mama scratch head and say why i born them. I hate her sometimes, i love her sometimes. Honestly, we still fight even we grown up, but we do have time spend on the bed for pillow talks, heart talks, reminiscence and etc. No doubt i love her more than i hate her, she my only babeh.
Parents, who bring you to this wonderful world. They will always satisfied your will, wish, anything you want and just try their best to give you a good life. One of my friend asked me: during your childhood, do you ever think that what would you do if your mum leave you, he said he will just kill himself and he just wanna stay together with the parents. So do i, during my primary school time, mum send me to school, when i reached school, i always worry will mum be safe during the journey back home. During midnight, i will always imagine how life gonna be if i lose my parents, tears will always drop. They are the angels for every kids. LOVE them just like how they love you and i believe their love to us is infinity just as the universe.
Here come, to my beloved one, we went through so much to be together. You made my dream come true and you always be there for me whenever i need you. You always bear with my emotional feelings, sometimes i might be a little bit hyper, but you never complain and being so patient with me. I'm truly blessed that i have you in my life. Thanks for always thought of me on every decisions you made. I will always love you.
Now, FRIENDS.
Some of you guys, we knew so long, we seldom met, but i'm glad that we are still connecting and updating each other life.
Erm, they are few of them that really important to me and i love them so much.
I believe true friends will always keep you in heart, a greet from you guys always warm my heart.
The AG, i will always keep you in heart, you're like an angel to me and i swear i never met someone so kind like you. We will stay connected and you're my fav one.
The LG, you this fella, suddenly pop out suddenly disappear, but you will always let me know what your next step in life. I will never forget how you inspire me, the quotes you told me and I truly have a good time with you.
The LN, once u lend me your shoulder, i crying out loud to you, thanks for be with me during my bad time. I will always love you and you're my bff.
The Ja, you this silly girl, always fulfilling me, be there with me, but you know you really great. Now i feel bad for always bully you but that's how we laugh out loud all the time.Thanks your doing silly things with me and be there for me all the time.
The AY, you are my big sister, you take care of me, be there for me, be my driver, having lotsa of shopping time, we celebrate festive together, bought me my fav cake all the way so far, food trip together and you're just my awesome one. Love you girl.
The FL, you are one of the kindest girl i ever met. I'm sorry for misunderstanding you, but we knew we still care for each other. You're the first girl i met in the college and u know i know, we having a good time =)
The roomie!!!!! She's a hot one, a siao one, a crazy one, and she's angel. She is so great and i promise we will meet someday. Siao Za Bo, i miss you, i miss our crazy midnight talk and laugh like who cares our neighbor thought we are the siao's one
Missed out the ST, i hate you sometimes for telling me those sucky things i don't wanna listen but i know you want me to be good, you always help me, you always be there for me, and always listen to my nonsense too and you just knew me too well.
There is something happened recently who drag me down and i'm really so down, i cried, i giving up, i lose hope, i blame, i hate, but till i read the bible, god love you to give you the challenges to make you tougher, this is just a small tiny stone and you can easily kick it away. If you beat down by this, how you gonna survive if there is a storm!!! This make me think of life of PI and i guess you knew the story. Don't wait the storm to pass but learn to dance in the rain.
The world is not end and now i should head to sleep and tomorrow is a good day and forget bout this biggest joke ever who cheat the whole world.
Life short, live your life till fullest and stay positive.
Smile and be happy.
Lastly, writing blog is always the best way to express yourself cause i guess is almost impossible for me to put these words in my mouth and tell you by myself >.<
Evelyn,
21 Dec, 2012 (so called world end day)
Saturday, September 15, 2012
我的心总是不定
我总是想要往外跑
我想一个人到没有人认识我的地方
我想挑战自己
这样的想法好像很任性很自私
可是
我想了很久
我就是想要这样
啊
能允许我的任性吗
旅行也好
打工也好
上班也好
我就是想一个人去
有人说
一个人旅行 才能听见自己的声音
它会告诉你，世界比你想象的宽阔
你有一双翅膀 不用经过任何人的同意 nijiunengfei
一个人搭地铁
听着ipod里最喜欢的歌
看着沿途的风景
什么都不想
这也是一种幸福吧
一个人
漫无目的 在大街上 闲逛
一个人·
品尝当地的美食
一个人
到咖啡厅 一边阅读 一边喝咖啡
这是一种享受
品味生活
我真的希望·
有一天
能一个人
去某个地方
做我要做的事情
虽然任性
可是人生苦短啊
我要达成它
打完了这篇
突然想到 阿桑的叶子
我一个人吃饭旅行
到处走走停停
也一个人看书写信
自己对话谈心～～～
晚安啦
我总是想要往外跑
我想一个人到没有人认识我的地方
我想挑战自己
这样的想法好像很任性很自私
可是
我想了很久
我就是想要这样
啊
能允许我的任性吗
旅行也好
打工也好
上班也好
我就是想一个人去
有人说
一个人旅行 才能听见自己的声音
它会告诉你，世界比你想象的宽阔
你有一双翅膀 不用经过任何人的同意 nijiunengfei
一个人搭地铁
听着ipod里最喜欢的歌
看着沿途的风景
什么都不想
这也是一种幸福吧
一个人
漫无目的 在大街上 闲逛
一个人·
品尝当地的美食
一个人
到咖啡厅 一边阅读 一边喝咖啡
这是一种享受
品味生活
我真的希望·
有一天
能一个人
去某个地方
做我要做的事情
虽然任性
可是人生苦短啊
我要达成它
打完了这篇
突然想到 阿桑的叶子
我一个人吃饭旅行
到处走走停停
也一个人看书写信
自己对话谈心～～～
晚安啦
Sunday, September 2, 2012
Friday, June 22, 2012
Saturday, June 16, 2012
一个朋友
她让我想了一下
你对未来有什么期望
你想要改变的是什么
一个人当然要有理想 梦想
不管多遥不可及
都要很努力的去把它实现
也许
到最后不能实现
可是在努力的当中
也许有意外惊喜
以前
老师问
你的梦想是什么
我答
我希望我能帮助很多很多的小孩子
我不希望我是最富有的
我也不希望名成利就
我希望用我有限的能力
帮助需要帮助的小孩
看了LOVELIFE的纪录片
我哭的天翻地覆，一点也不夸张
小学生
他们很有梦想
一位是国家代表溜冰
一位是拉大提琴的
他们都得了骨癌
小小年纪 就要进手术室 七，八次
要接受化疗 甚至癌细胞扩散 溜冰选手 要把脚锯掉
他们所承受的也许是你这一辈子也不能明白的
可是
他们并没有抱怨 并很坚强的接受
我真的好佩服
他们就像小天使们
我凭什么受到挫折就抱怨个不停
对他们说，生命如此珍贵，时间很有限，他们知道剩下的日子不多，但是，
还是很珍惜每一刻
看完了纪录片后
心里觉得
能活着真好
我很幸福
我比他们幸福
小孩那么小，要承受这么多，她们的妈妈多么的痛心
当你不珍惜生命
请想想，如果你的生命只剩下一点点的时间，你会用什么态度面对？
如果生命能够交换的话，你愿意跟他们交换吗？
我的梦想很简单
我好爱小孩子
我希望能帮助他们
过得很好
请珍惜你的生命
有空能到 youtube 看看 LOVELIFE 纪录片,它绝对能让你改变你的人生观 =）
Saturday, June 2, 2012
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